Voiceless

No, I didn't mean speechless. Voiceless is what I meant. Today I woke up with no voice at all, and found out my immunity was fuckin* low because of my allergy. Ah, the autumn. Its wet weather always knocks me out.

I could hang on the first two classes this morning because of the drops grandma gave me, but I felt really ill when the break between classes came. Then I went to the secretary and fell on a chair. There I chatted with one of my classmates (who was feeling sick too), and he's cool. Never stopped to talk to him.

After that I could go home, accompanied by grandma. Then I spent the whole day coughing, sniffing and all. I hope I'll get better tomorrow... I have a big test to do.

...And I want my voice back. It's boring to communicate using gestual language, lip reading and notes.

Braindead

Jesus Christ! I just got home after a giant test and, dude, it ate my brain completely. The answer card was enormous. When I looked at it I knew what I should expect. I spent 1 hour and 30 minutes doing it, 20 pages, a lot of text. After this I can be sure I'm very patient.

Sunday was AWESOME! I just got there and entered the Anime Room, plunged into a giant cushion and watched what they were featuring. I was late to watch D.Gray-Man (baw :C I'm a big DGM fan...), but could watch half episode. After, they displayed Bleach (just the chapter I stopped in the manga. FU-, spoilers) and then Fairy Tail, which reminded me a lot of One Piece, but I liked it; it's not this bad.

Then I got to lunch at Paula's and learned how to eat using hashi! *noob* I eat even slower with them, but I did it pretty well. And, lol, I trained with Cup Noodles. *loves it* After lunch, we rested a bit, and she invited me to play something, and I replied: "SHADOW OF THE COLOSSUS *¬*" xD

I defeated the 11th (Celosia) and almost defeated 12th (Pelagia) this day. With Celosia, I took a while to arrive where it resides, and when I saw it... I knew it was small, but you have to agree: small colossus are scary as hell. And fast. It was not hard, but the time I lost afraid of it (I believe Celosia is a "her") was priceless. And the time I kept falling of the temple's edge too.
About Pelagia, when I figured out what to do, Paula told me to hurry because we had to head back to the Party. Then I stabbed it at least three times, and saved at the shrine. Someday I'll continue this fight, and then... Forward to 13th (Phalanx)! Phalanx isn't scary or such, it's very calm... The only colossus which doesn't attack you even if you attack it. I like it, one of my fave.

PS: Not interesting post-note, but I started to play D.Gray-Man: Kami no Shitotachi for Nintendo DS (yes, I use emulator). It's a bit boring, and all you have to do is... DRAW LINES! Geez, lol. But I found it... amusing. The thing is: playing in a language you understand only a few words (and the characters names) and have to figure out everything they say really isn't this easy. I just talk to everyone and say はい ("yes") to every question.

Now you can imagine... "Do you want to sell yourself and become a maid (regardless Allen being male)? - Yes" LOL

Nhhhn

Nah, my head hurts! But today was fun. I decided to go out (it happens once in a millenium) to enjoy myself a little. I don't want to think about my worries. Later, I went to a Japanese Party that my city is having this week, since japaneses were one of the people who colonized this city.

(two years ago, I managed to sneak in Germany's Party with friends... that was a nice one)

It definitely raised my mood. I met Paula there, at the Anime Room. Then we went to a stroll in the place, she almost tripping on her sandals (I still don't know how geishas can walk on those all the time). Some people there performed a dancing presentation, which I recorded with my camera. It was very interesting! And it was funny how the 3 year old sensei's daughter was leading the grown ups. She was really cute.

Then we realized we were starving :D' We bought some pastry, but ended up buying more food. I tried yakisoba for the first time ever, and it felt... I really thought I wouldn't like any japanese food! I liked it very, very much, I didn't expect something so tasty. But I still don't go well with sushi. Heh.

We met another friend there (Barbara), and she was all like "Later they will bring a karaoke! *-* *-* *-*" Then she just vanished. Oh, Barbara. As always. LOL

After a piano concert *wow, very fancy, isn't it?*, we ended up in the Anime Room again. There was a programmation of a lot of animes, each one's first episode. I watched Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu (and found it out to be indeed funny. I didn't like it before), Tegami Bachi (a bit confusing, but liked it), Nabari no Ou (loved it, enough said. I plan on watch it someday!), Full Metal Alchemist (knew it, never watched. Paula was like: "Ed *¬*", LOL) and a nameless one I couldn't read the name because my cellphone started ringing.

Tomorrow is the last day of the party, and sure as hell I'm going to drop by there again. And plus, they'll have D.Gray-Man on the Anime Room, and that's just magical. *shot*

Ahhh, I can't understand.

I wonder why things sometimes seem to walk backwards. I was surprised, really.

I was meant to go to USA next year, to study, work, and then, live there. But I didn't know it could be this soon. August. I have until August to decide it... or better: on August, it'll be classes start there, and if I want to study on Florida, I HAVE to be there, on school, this day. It caught me by surprise.

I... I don't want to leave! Not yet! I just... don't feel ready to leave. It feels like throwing everything through the window, leaving everything behind with no care...

And... just when... I could doubt if I really like that someone, in that special way... It comes to my knowledge I have no doubt and just try to avoid thinking I'm not mistaken. Now that I won't be able to see this person easily as I could before if I "go away".

I don't know... things can walk backwards again, and maybe I won't go this year, as I really planned. I love my school, I love my classmates, I love my friends... I love... ...
I need time to think... It'll be great to my future, working there. I need time... time... I wish time could stop.

I think it's like I told to my father. Unfortunately, things aren't as we would like them to be, and aren't easy as we would like them to be.

I'll think... I'll find a solution. I know I can do it. At least, to meet them before I go. Yes.

I can do it.

That was the week I was hoping for!

Oh, my! I haven't shown up until now, my bad. (not that you care thiiiis muuuuuch, but still...)

The week which ends today was the best week of my life. Seriously! I had nice days before, but not a whole week! I feel so excited! ...And very tired, lol.

I'll separate the days resuming the story... I hope this won't take too long (or become a text wall).

Monday
At first, I was like: "Another school day, another boring school day...". I was very wrong. It was FAR from boring! Our first class was Biology, and we didn't have class at all.
We started talking about random things, such as past year memes (he wasn't our teacher past year), and this took 45 minutes! We laughed so much with him and our stories! XD I asked my friend to film it... This is totally going to youtube...!

Tuesday
The most normal day of the week. I was a bit bored, but found out I understand the new Math subject. Good for me!

Wednesday
Okay, this one was awesome. We had Physic Education class, but... of 32 students, 9 didn't forget their uniform. So, everyone to the library! Detention. LOL
I was there just because I had no place to stay during the class (I have medical certificate, so I don't participate). As the students were playing word games, watching TV (we have one in our school's library), I just opened my notebook, put my earphones, and started watching anime. Luckily it was with me on school this day.
After that, Text Production class. Teacher gave us an exercise on which you had to write a story using the elements it was giving you.
Such as woman, man, parasol, beach, meeting... She'll be terrorized when I show her my version.
('Cause I wanted to break the habit of writing straight love stories as everyone. The woman, in truth... well... when you truly love someone, their physic doesn't matter.)

Thursday
I did nothing on school. The thing I love the most to "do". My Math teacher seemed lazy like us this day, and gave us some exercises from our book, then said "See you next week, bye 8D". LOL. His voice makes me sleepy, he's so calm o_o

Friday
Amazing. Nuff' said. Truly amazing!
On English class today, we would present our works about the countries we chose. My group and I, no doubt, Japan. Suddenly I turned the leader of the group... So, I was meant to stand there in front of the class, reading all info we gathered about Japan on a Power Point file.
And this all dressed as a geisha.
I was having a nervous collapse. 30 minutes before the english class, me and my friend went to the coordinator's room to make-up my face, then, put the kimono on, the sandals...
I entered the video room with a fan covering my face. Then I just stood in the front of the data show screen, and closed the fan. Then Everyone went: "Oooooh O:" I greet everyone, (ohayo, minna-san, LOL), then, start the presentation, while the other group members were translating it to our language (portuguese).
When it was over... I fell on a chair and there I stayed all the time until the class end, with a group talking about New Zealand.
Everyone liked it very much! I feel very happy! Me, and my group!

Then, tour time! I went down the stairs (managing not to trip with that sandals), and started walking for the school. A guy stopped me to take a photo with him, LOL. Then we saw our biology teacher, and said "Come take a photo with me!!! 8D"

Then I undressed, put my normal clothes... But I didn't take off the make-up. And just walked home, with everyone in the street looking like "Wait, what???" XD

Arriving home... Well, I gave my stepmother a major scare. LOL. I swear I didn't mean to do so... But... It was funny, indeed.


...Fine. Text wall. LOL