quinta-feira, 18 de março de 2010

Stress someday will kill me.

I disappeared again, whooo. Yes, I'm aware no one actually read this, but, whatever~

That's right. Thanks God tomorrow is Friday. I'll have to watch a movie in Spanish classes, the worst movie ever, and it even has a "2" on its name, so I know what I expect to see. I'm talking about Rec. It disturbs me so easily, but, believe me or not, I'm not afraid of it. I'm eager to watch it. (maybe I like to suffer?)

My aunt is coming back to USA tomorrow at night. She'll take my little sister to my mom's house (she lives in the same country as me, but not the same city). AND THEN. Chaos will stop in this house, hopefully. DO YOU KNOW HOW IT IS TO GET HOME AFTER SCHOOL, TIRED (because you had no sleep last nights), AND THEN ALL YOU CAN SEE ARE CHILDREN RUNNING AROUND YOU SCREAMING AND STOMPING THE FLOOR LIKE THEY WERE HIPPOS.

Cahem. Pardon me, I got angry.~

Man, I'm tired of this chaos! And I can't even lock myself in my room, my dad complains that I do not socialize with my family members. What family members. My 'Step-family' doesn't need any social interaction by me. At least, I won't kill anyone. No matter how hard I wish to, I wouldn't want to meet jail this young. :3

Forget them. And those dem... I mean, children. I like my cousin and sister, but when they're all together... If you like children, trust me, you would stop liking them having to deal with my stepmother's children.

I need to sleep, Christ! But I have no sleepiness now, and I'm sure I won't later. Don't know what is happening, maybe stress is knocking me out slowly. I really don't feel very well... yesterday I fainted for 'no reason' (low blood pressure, I guess), and I almost spit fire when talking to others. LOL, poor people...

It won't last this much, I hope. My stress is due to family ridiculous behavior, and as I'm going to my friend's house to spend a weekend... Our school work preparations will help me to forget this XD Now, coming back to my cards game. No, I'm not addicted *cough* It helps me to relieve myself.

And besides all this stress... receiving cellphone messages from her makes me feel happy and loved... [/don't mind me]

Behold giant post! YAY!

Um comentário:

  1. You're wrong, this was read by MEH 8D *corn dance*
    Aaaaw gawd, I expect you can become better :(
    Rec 2 won't annoy you. You know, "2" frequently kepts off the essence of movies. (?)
    Have a good weekend at your friend (Paula?)'s house! :D Hope you can have fun! c:
    Things will be right. :3
    Miss ya, friend. ♥

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