Holiday

So, I'm home again! I got tired from the traveling, but I went straight to Paula's house with Barbara @ saturday, since it was holiday here. And the details...

Thursday, Friday
I went to my mother's house. I don't spend many time with her, so I always have fun, even hating that city and the place where she lives. Ah, sometimes I just think I miss my mother. The funny thing is that I have never got along well with her XD

Thursday we went to the movies, me, my mother and sister, to watch Prince of Persia: Sands of Time. I really enjoyed the movie, and I think the cast looked a lot like the characters, especially Dastan and Tamina. Tamina was very beautiful as they said, indeed. After the movie finished, we walked inside the shopping, and I suddenly was hit by something as I saw the shelves of the stores: Valentine's Day is coming (here on my country, it's dated as June 12th).

My mother looked at a chocolate rose in the shelf and said: "That could do a nice gift. I think I'll give that to my girlfriend."

Then I was hit again. Girl...friend. What was that. When I asked for an explanation, she just said: "Well, my friend Carla doesn't have a boyfriend, me neither, so we change gifts. She says I am the man of the relationship."

And she started to laugh, like, enjoying herself, while I'm sure my face blushed so badly I could even feel the heat on my cheeks. Yes, yes, it's joke, but I didn't expect something like this coming from her, since she is so... religious.

Friday, at morning, I went to a hairdresser to cut my bangs because they were annoying me being too long, and decided to cut a bit of my hair since its hair tips were damaged a little. I told the lady to cut one finger of the lenght, and it looked like she cut at least 3. That's okay, hair grows, and I like it the way it is now, I just... wanted to leave it grow long again, but now it will take more time.

Saturday
I got in the bus, took my assent, and slept all the travel back. When I arrived at the bus station, I called Paula, and her mother came with her to take me, and then, Barbara, to their house. Arriving there, I threw myself in her bed and started to loaf around. Then, Barbara (who was playing orkut games until now) was like "Let's watch Hetalia! :D", and we were like "LOL, okay! :D"

Hetalia: Axis Powers is a very funny anime, which I don't know if I can call anime, since each episode is about five minutes long. Italy is awesome XD He's so funny and jolly. I like all of them, but Italy, being the protagonist, calls our attention. Oh, and the other two countries too: Germany and Japan. Especially when Italy hugs Japan XD I laughed a lot at this scene.

Later, I played Shadow of the Colossus (cause I won't lose any chance to play it XD), got owned multiple times by Phalanx until I finally managed to get on him (hitting his air bags was easy in comparison to the task of getting on him. Every time I jumped from Agro, I couldn't hold firmly on his fins). And then, straight to Cenobia, ignoring the fact that he's the colossus I fear the most (after Hydrus and Argus, maybe), because he's small and one hit, you're knocked out. But I did it. In a lame way, but I did it! XD

And stopped, next is Argus and then Malus... and so the game ends. I don't want the end yet, nor I want to fight Argus.

Sleep time, everyone in their beds. I was sharing the bed with Barbara, while Paula was on hers. Barbara was knocked out by sleepiness while I played Okami, and then I started to talk to Paula. And the most random things came out. We laughed a lot XD

And today, monday, I just arrived school with her since her mother took me there, and as we were late, we sat in the secretary's couch and started to read a book which test would be in the next class. It was funny how people gathered there wanting to know the story, because no one read it. Yes. My Literature teacher has a very... boring taste for books.

Text wall, but I don't care! 8D If you got to read until now, here's a cookie for you. *runs*

Thursday, friday... late at night

Ahhh, God. It was a busy week for me. I had classes and exams all the days... and yesterday (thursday), I went to Rio again to take my passport since it was done. As I expected, my photography sucks. LOL. Well, I think that's normal.

As always, my father got lost when we were leaving the airport. The thing is that he's a good driver. And if he's like that, I wonder the driver I am. Jesus Christ save us, LOL. We left my mother at her university after lunch, and my sister at school. Then, we had to wait my grandfather at the shopping, because he was in consultation with his doctor. And so we could take the road to come home.

As expected again, we got lost inside the bank there while trying to draw out money from his account. This happens a lot XD But we laughed like crazy after that.

Back to the car, I just laid down and fell asleep... I spent the whole itineration sleeping. And I missed my math test, which was yesterday... Ahhh, my math teacher is going to kill me, but I didn't have any day to get my passport but yesterday.

Today, I was meant to have chemistry, english and spanish tests. But someone in the another class STOLE our teacher's test. Due to that, the test was cancelled. And the person, caught and sued for punitive damages. Well done. Now, the test is next tuesday, and it's gonna be a mass murder.

And, also! I managed to record my voice bank for UTAU! I did vocal warming and started. Exactly 444 syllables were recorded. Now, I have to configure her oto.inis. God give me patience for that, cause otos are really boring to do... Not hard, but really boring.

Layout + stuff

As you can see, I changed the layout. I couldn't do myself one *I can't get the damn coding right*, so I just put up the pic I used to the intended one. I drew it based off Kagamine Rin's Meltdown PV :3

Well, Thursday, I went to the cinema to watch Alice in Wonderland by Tim Burton. Jesus Christ! D: I didn't think it could be this amazing! The White Kingdom was beautiful! It was so impeccably white and bright my eyes almost bled (and in 3D), but it was indeed beautiful! I could live there *¬* And the White Queen was very pretty :C

About the Hearts Kingdom, it was awesome too, of course! And Helena Bonham Carter's giant head scared me XD She played a very good queen, also, I couldn't expect something different from her.

I thought Johnny Depp was ugly as the Mad Hatter when I saw the movie poster, but watching the movie proved me wrong. He was awesome, and I just felt sorry for that poor man that was the Hatter he played. I'm his fan, of course! :D

When I first saw the girl that would play Alice, I thought she was a bit ugly. LOL. Again, I was wrong, she was lovely! :) And reminded me of a friend I had.

BUT THE CHESHIRE CAT! D: It was so... D: I want that cat. LOL It was awesome, beautiful, NAH! D: Its eyes were sooo hipnotic :'D Its fur seemed so real and fluffy, and... ;_; *ok, let's stop. LOL*

I really loved it <3 And I still want a Cheshire cat for me :C

On Friday, I almost couldn't go to school. When I arrived at my building's front door, I found out it was broken and would not open. I tried the switch that usually opens it, and nothing. A girl that arrived this time, tried her keys (as I don't have this door's key), and nothing.

She was very upset with this, while I was trying to think and failing miserably. LOL. Then I realized we could try to get out by the garage gateway. But the door which led to it was also locked. AHHHHH, LOL. She ran to her apartment to get the key, so she could unlock the door and her mother's car to get the control of the garage's gateway. Wow. Then we could be off there. I thanked her and ran to school... I had to sneak in math classes. Oh, life. MAYBE IT WAS DESTINY AND *is hit by a rock in the head and knocked off*

Later, me and my group partners went to Barbara's house to start searching our school work about World Cup. We chose England, as all the other good countries were already taken. But... England just won ONE cup, which one was placed in England itself... Wow... At least, England isn't like Japan, Japan isn't a good football player, since we didn't find ANYTHING about Japan in the cup. What made us to change the country.

After this, we played a little on Barbara's PS2. I defeated Pelagia, the twelfth colossus, finally, and then Paula put Rule of Rose for us to start playing with her, since she wanted to start playing this game with me and Barbara. The game seems very good, the only thing that pisses me off is that Jennifer is so slow! Running with her wastes a lot of time. And that children scared me a lot... We managed to enter the house where two children were beating something in the front of, but we couldn't find any save point in such a hurry.

And when these storyline parts showed up, I couldn't help myself and started reading them in a calm and still crazy way, which made us laugh XD Barbara had an appointment, so we waited for Paula's father there while I told her a dream I had in a place very similar we were.

Ah, good times, I liked that dream 8D I chased someone the whole dream in a heavy rain, but I liked it, looked like a videogame.

Texwall post is textwall :D

Wow.

I just got home a few minutes ago, I'm tired as hell, but I had fun. I went to another city to start my passport making, or else, I can't go anywhere outside the country. So, I met my mother and sister in their house, and then we went to the International Airport straight away.

Jesus Christ. That place is fucking amazing. Yes, I am a noob who didn't even step inside an airport until today. It was ENORMOUS *gasp*. It was funny how my dad and mom where arguing before we arrived, while he was driving.

"It's the way on left... NO, YOU TOOK RIGHT :U"
"I THOUGHT IT WAS RIGHT, DAMMIT! :U"
"People, calm down..." > me
"Your dad is an air head ÒO"
"Hey, I'm not deaf, I can hear you! ÒO"
"LOL"

It may sound silly, but that's like old times. I missed this a bit, even knowing they'll never be like this once more. But you know what? My stepmother isn't like my mother, isn't funny as her, and will never be better than her. I'm 100% sure of this.

The rest was normal: fill in documents, show documents, show birth certificate, identity card... I was scared when the counter woman took my identity, she looked at it, then looked at me, as if she was doubting that person in the photo was really me. LOL. This scared me, really, I felt like a escaped prisoner.

After this proccess, we could have lunch. We walked kilometers *exaggerating* till we could reach Bob's XD It was when I realized how big that airport was... I saw some airplanes taking off... And I was like "*drools*". *NOOB* Oh, oh! When trying to reach Terminal two, we walked in those mats, they were giant... It was fun to walk backwards while it moved ahead *child* And to leave T2, I had to take a vehicle in there! XD The hall was enormous... And we would take too much time if we tried the mats again.

It seems the trip was completely boring, but I enjoyed it. I like things simple like this.

I had no sleep when going to the city *it took about 3 hours in the car*, but I was with my notebook, playing around with UTAU. Hope someday I'll manage to get it all about the program... and I have to record my voice bank c: For a while, I'll only play around...

Ahhh, I'm hungry~.

It is...

...It is raining outside. But in my mind it's sunny. It's a bit cold. But I feel warm. My hair is wet because I washed it. But I don't mind it, I feel comfortable.

And she said it was her fault. There's no such thing. There's no...

No. It's her fault. Because she's an amazing girl. No wonder why I fell in love with her. It's her fault because she's herself. And everything I would like to do, would say this and having her to stop blaming herself and worrying for non-existing things.

The one whose name I drew next to mine in that foggy window. I assume. And that's april 2009's memory. I'll never forget it. The one I didn't show this blog only because I write down my feelings and she would discover them (yes I'm silly). And that's the truth, among other truth.

If "you" are reading... I love you. So much :3 And as I said, I regret nothing, FUCK YEAH SEAKING! :U

What a cheesy post we have here. That's what happens when my mood is gay rainbowish good.

The rain outside got worse. But in my mind, it's still clear sun showing itself.

Voiceless

No, I didn't mean speechless. Voiceless is what I meant. Today I woke up with no voice at all, and found out my immunity was fuckin* low because of my allergy. Ah, the autumn. Its wet weather always knocks me out.

I could hang on the first two classes this morning because of the drops grandma gave me, but I felt really ill when the break between classes came. Then I went to the secretary and fell on a chair. There I chatted with one of my classmates (who was feeling sick too), and he's cool. Never stopped to talk to him.

After that I could go home, accompanied by grandma. Then I spent the whole day coughing, sniffing and all. I hope I'll get better tomorrow... I have a big test to do.

...And I want my voice back. It's boring to communicate using gestual language, lip reading and notes.

Braindead

Jesus Christ! I just got home after a giant test and, dude, it ate my brain completely. The answer card was enormous. When I looked at it I knew what I should expect. I spent 1 hour and 30 minutes doing it, 20 pages, a lot of text. After this I can be sure I'm very patient.

Sunday was AWESOME! I just got there and entered the Anime Room, plunged into a giant cushion and watched what they were featuring. I was late to watch D.Gray-Man (baw :C I'm a big DGM fan...), but could watch half episode. After, they displayed Bleach (just the chapter I stopped in the manga. FU-, spoilers) and then Fairy Tail, which reminded me a lot of One Piece, but I liked it; it's not this bad.

Then I got to lunch at Paula's and learned how to eat using hashi! *noob* I eat even slower with them, but I did it pretty well. And, lol, I trained with Cup Noodles. *loves it* After lunch, we rested a bit, and she invited me to play something, and I replied: "SHADOW OF THE COLOSSUS *¬*" xD

I defeated the 11th (Celosia) and almost defeated 12th (Pelagia) this day. With Celosia, I took a while to arrive where it resides, and when I saw it... I knew it was small, but you have to agree: small colossus are scary as hell. And fast. It was not hard, but the time I lost afraid of it (I believe Celosia is a "her") was priceless. And the time I kept falling of the temple's edge too.
About Pelagia, when I figured out what to do, Paula told me to hurry because we had to head back to the Party. Then I stabbed it at least three times, and saved at the shrine. Someday I'll continue this fight, and then... Forward to 13th (Phalanx)! Phalanx isn't scary or such, it's very calm... The only colossus which doesn't attack you even if you attack it. I like it, one of my fave.

PS: Not interesting post-note, but I started to play D.Gray-Man: Kami no Shitotachi for Nintendo DS (yes, I use emulator). It's a bit boring, and all you have to do is... DRAW LINES! Geez, lol. But I found it... amusing. The thing is: playing in a language you understand only a few words (and the characters names) and have to figure out everything they say really isn't this easy. I just talk to everyone and say はい ("yes") to every question.

Now you can imagine... "Do you want to sell yourself and become a maid (regardless Allen being male)? - Yes" LOL