Aw, God!

I'M BACK! HOORAY! Not back from any place, back from my artblock/hiatus! AHHHH! I feel so happy *OTL* I was so worried with tests, school and not having time to do anything, that I spent a long time without touching in a pencil to draw. Only to write notes with school purposes.

I managed to do a full sketch today. I missed drawing details and looking at them and saying "They look great". Ahhh~ Now, I'll have holidays, so this means: NON-STOP DRAWING! WHOO! *falls from the chair*

Today is my last school day on this week, I'll have thursday, friday, and weekend to sleep and draw <3 Can't believe it. Maybe I can work on something! I miss drawing with my tablet, all I was doing was on paper...

At least, I expect to sleep and draw. My dad and my stepmother will be home. Dad isn't a problem. But she is. If she wake me up at 10AM to do the dishes, I'll kill someone. XD I talk seriously.

Now, gonna get some sleep. I want to lazy in my bed.

PS: I started to watch Jigoku Shoujo and Shakugan no Shana these days. I knew I would enjoy them! Shakugan no Shana's first open (Hishoku no Sora) can't get out of my head...! Um... And Enma Ai... reminds me of... <3

Test disaster

Friday! Can't believe it! After a loooong week of tests, I'm finally free. Physics was a disaster; the whole class asked our teacher to cancel it and make another one because everyone didn't get any correct question... at first he said he would do so, but today we were informed it won't be canceled. Oh. Chemistry was terrible, too.

But Math. Math, this one really got everyone, it was a true carnage. I don't blame our teacher, but... WTF were those questions?! GAH! It was about the subject he said we had to sudy, but... we have never seen such questions! Arithmetic and Geometric Progression aren't difficult, I just don't know what he did there.

[Altough, my classmates panicking about it was rather funny.
- No one got its answer, cancel the last question, please! D8
- No 8D (teacher)
- But! If no one did it...
- There's something wrong...!
- Yes... the students... *the one who got a wrong question, but still can't help it*
- LOL, WHUT! (my friend)]

Ahhh. I remember now. I have a Literature test next Monday about a book our teacher asked us to read and count as the second bimester grade. That book is SO boring I didn't pass off chapter 4 in one month. ONE MONTH IS A LOT OF TIME! It makes me very sleepy when I read it. Now I know what to do when I'm having insomnia.

...I just can't understand why she always give us boring books... Her taste surely is dubious...

Well, whatever. I'll manage to force myself to read it in two days. My left wrist still hurts a lot, so, I won't keep writing too much.

Now, off to hunt shiny leaves on pokémon Soul Silver! I'll get my leaves crown for my Yulle in no time like this. (she's my Vulpix)

See ya!

Weekend + week stuff

...Didn't I say Rec would be terrible? At least, when you watch a scary movie, you know what to expect, or I really should be disturbed by it. And, happy thing, I believe there will be a 3 one, since the ending was so vague. Yay. *facepalm*

Oh, yes. The weekend at my friend's house was really helpful. Nothing better than being sick and staying awake until 4AM trying to quit video games.

And, I didn't know .Hack//G.U. was so cool and addicting! She got me to play it, and my opinion it was too hard for me just disappeared (meh, that was just me being lazy. I wanted to play SotC... but Hack was a good choice, too!) When I managed to make a Ren Geki the first time, I was like "now I'll use this as hell!". And it was so cool! I loved the chims, poor thing we have to kick them...

(And, is it me, or Haseo really looks like Allen Walker from D.Gray-Man? I didn't stop saying it while I played. LOL. And Atoli reminds me of Tinkerbell... *shot*)

Still talking about video games. I played my Wii Resort today for the first time and it's... just... amazing. It was annoying to play with my right hand (I'm right-handed, but playing Wii, preference is left), but since, I have no idea how exactly, I opened my wrist, it's no use... My right shoulder problem proved to be really healing, after all this effort I did playing. I became pro in Swordplay, but my favorite is Skydiving. [/you didn't ask]

Today, classes were very interesting. I'm having my exams, but the school decided students aren't allowed to go home after finishing tests anymore, so we have classes, what was a pain. But in Text Production class, we had a debate about homosexuality.

It was fun because all my classmates actually don't know how to explicate their opinions. We talked, we complained, we yelled. I wasn't intending to say anything, but I just couldn't keep mute while they went crazy XD It was very interesting... specially when the boys talked about it with no preconcept.

I have to study math, but I don't wantttt tooooo... D: And then, chemistry. Ahhh, I want to sleep. But I'd rather to get a good grade than sleeping...

PS: God, Lucky Star opening is addicting!

Stress someday will kill me.

I disappeared again, whooo. Yes, I'm aware no one actually read this, but, whatever~

That's right. Thanks God tomorrow is Friday. I'll have to watch a movie in Spanish classes, the worst movie ever, and it even has a "2" on its name, so I know what I expect to see. I'm talking about Rec. It disturbs me so easily, but, believe me or not, I'm not afraid of it. I'm eager to watch it. (maybe I like to suffer?)

My aunt is coming back to USA tomorrow at night. She'll take my little sister to my mom's house (she lives in the same country as me, but not the same city). AND THEN. Chaos will stop in this house, hopefully. DO YOU KNOW HOW IT IS TO GET HOME AFTER SCHOOL, TIRED (because you had no sleep last nights), AND THEN ALL YOU CAN SEE ARE CHILDREN RUNNING AROUND YOU SCREAMING AND STOMPING THE FLOOR LIKE THEY WERE HIPPOS.

Cahem. Pardon me, I got angry.~

Man, I'm tired of this chaos! And I can't even lock myself in my room, my dad complains that I do not socialize with my family members. What family members. My 'Step-family' doesn't need any social interaction by me. At least, I won't kill anyone. No matter how hard I wish to, I wouldn't want to meet jail this young. :3

Forget them. And those dem... I mean, children. I like my cousin and sister, but when they're all together... If you like children, trust me, you would stop liking them having to deal with my stepmother's children.

I need to sleep, Christ! But I have no sleepiness now, and I'm sure I won't later. Don't know what is happening, maybe stress is knocking me out slowly. I really don't feel very well... yesterday I fainted for 'no reason' (low blood pressure, I guess), and I almost spit fire when talking to others. LOL, poor people...

It won't last this much, I hope. My stress is due to family ridiculous behavior, and as I'm going to my friend's house to spend a weekend... Our school work preparations will help me to forget this XD Now, coming back to my cards game. No, I'm not addicted *cough* It helps me to relieve myself.

And besides all this stress... receiving cellphone messages from her makes me feel happy and loved... [/don't mind me]

Behold giant post! YAY!

Fun in family?

I didn't post anything in... one week, LOL. Not that I care that much, or not that YOU care this much.

My aunt arrived from USA friday day 6. I was arriving home as I always do, then she suddenly appears and opens the elevator's door and I was like WTF while she kil... I mean, hugged me and carried me inside the apartment tripping in everything. I earned a Nintendo Wii! Now I just need to wait my Okami to be delivered.

Last wednesday I had an allergy crisis. I had fever and non-stop coughing, but gladly I felt better thursday at morning, because I had a Math test! I was so nervous, but I guess I did pretty well.

Yesterday, more relatives arrived here. My grandma's birthday party is today, and they all came to see my aunt, cousin, and all. I have no idea how we get a bed for everyone! Now we're 15 in one average apartment.

But I'm having non-stop fun! Yesterday, while I was drawing, my parents and never-ending cousins (all of them are adults, but, oh) went to a snooker bar to have some fun. 2AM they arrived laughing and telling us (me and stepsister) what they did and saw. I laughed until my death, now I just did some resurrect to post here (?).

Today, more relatives are coming! Oh, my, LOL. Then we will be 18 in total... I'm going now to the party. I'm sure I'll have fun, but for now I'll just keep with my cards game. And I need a 3 of clumps.

Not a party person

I arrived home a few minutes ago, I was on a birthday party... Well... It was quite boring. I met my stepmother's whole family, and I'm anti-social already (as my dad states), so everything I did was sit on a chair and stay there all the party. C: Practical person LOL

Then my dad joined me with a face like "I hate parties and dancing", and I looked at him like "I told you." Everything our relatives saw: me and him in the table the whole damn time chatting and refusing dancing invites. I feel glad I'm alike my dad in at least one thing.

I didn't have the need to get amused. Just watching other people dancing all happy was enough to make me feel right. There was many people making a circle, jumping and shouting. Then one of them went to the middle of the circle, danced, and everyone applauded XD Then another one... And so on. It seemed they were having a lot of fun, what made me feel... nostalgic.

It really turned me on when the DJ played Umbrella (I like this song, m'kay? Brings back memories) and I Gotta Feeling. No, I didn't dance XD My stepmother almost broke my arm trying to take me to the dance floor, as I was holding onto my chair, LOL.

After that, people crowded in our table... like, they just came sitting there from hell. I guess they were a bit drunken. Everything, I mean everything, was a reason to a toast. I lol'd at this, I was the only one who didn't join, but it was hilarious. "Yay for the birthday girl! WHEEEE!!! Yay for our family! WHEEEE!!! Yay for that ant in the floor! WHEEEEEE!!! Yay for the rainbow atoms (???)! WHEEEEE!!!"

Then the DJ started to play songs my dad hates, and he just told me: "I'm leaving :U". I was tired of that place too, so I followed him and here I am. Changing my clothes. I think I'm so tired (slept 4AM to wake up 9AM) I simply tripped on my boots (I threw them randomly when I took them off) and fell to the floor while trying to wear my pants. Yeah... *sniff* I must sleep now.

Another giant post. GODAMMIT! Oh, yes, I'm still trying to set the layout... I'll do it. Someday.

Under Construction

Hi. Um... that's my first post here. This thing *open arms* is a blog I created just to kill time and to put my mind to work while relieving it from my usual stress and such. Yes, it may be very boring LOL

Yesterday it was raining heavily; in my mind as well. At least I could sleep in peace. The raindrops sound filled my head shoving my depressed thoughts away. Then I remembered that today I would have english/spanish classes and it would be lots of fun: I missed my teachers, and was very happy when I found out that they'll continue to give me classes.
I just fell asleep trying not to remember all those feelings; hugging my cat cushion proved to be effective.

After school, I forgot all the bad things I was feeling. I feel rather happy now. And, well, I didn't have any time to worry about such things... since I was locked outta my bedroom and needed to get in.

My grandmother has this custom of locking our bedroom...
(because of the children here, my stepmother's. They are mischievous and she doesn't want her things broken or anything like that. Me neither.)
But this time I wasn't with my keys. I think I panicked for... what, five minutes? Then I went to our house's maid yelling and complaining. *fails at solving things* My grandma went to a ball, and I was like "So, I'll go after her." My stepsister told me to wait. She had a better idea than mine; to try out the keys left in the house, usually one of them would fit.

The thing is: the only one which would ever fit was missing in the house. OTL Because I'm very lucky. *sarcasm smile*

I had to go out after her, but... not in my undies, right? So. My bedroom was locked and all my clothing was inside it~ Lucky person² I borrowed my stepsister jeans, but they were so tigh I couldn't even breath. So I invaded my father/stepmother's bedroom and stole her pants. LOL, she'll never know it, she hasn't to know it.

I ran like crazy to the Sindicate where the ball was and entered as my life depended on it. Then I found her and she was like
"Hoho, what are you doing here? 8D"
"You locked me out, granny..."
"I did? 8D"

It's funny how I was panicking and she was all happy XD I love my grandma. After that I had a normal afternoon hanging around. Come on, it's friday!

A crazy day, that fits me. I recognize my real self even more those days... I had forgotten how I was, but... now I seem to be "under repair" and slowly back to the way I used to be. I have bad memories and I miss someone, but it's just over when it's over or when you give up.

Probably who's reading (if it has someone reading) isn't understanding. There's no problem, it was a... momentaneous outburst.

God. First post and I exceeded my limit writing too much. I completely forgot how a blog could be fun replacing diaries.