domingo, 26 de setembro de 2010

An image.


I was tempted to. Oh, yes, I am a orange freak, it's my favorite color. Plus... I know already my writing is very curved. :3

sexta-feira, 24 de setembro de 2010

Wow...

...Yeah... I kind of abandoned this. Poor blog. Well, life caught me up, so, I have to deal with it! I'm not complaining, though. Nah, the blog is mine, no one comes here, I post whenever I want. Yes.

I'm not sure why I decided to post here today. I can say today, Friday, September 24th is maybe a special day. Well, it's friday! And the day was full of epic things, so, I could just... "do my part"?

I have just awoken up from a dream I had and found myself all alone in the house. Time to party. Being honest, I feel somewhat revitalized; I needed this. I miss her so much. Dreaming just soothed my heart. It was so real... Upon awakening, I tried to "come back", but it was too late, I was fully awake. OTL

I remember I was on MSN, in my pajamas top and underwear, as always, and then she just got offline without even saying goodbye. I thought it was weird, but, well, it happens, maybe her connection was lost, or something. Then, hours later, my phone ringed and no one wanted to answer, so there I went.

"Hello?"
"Hi, I'm coming. Could you open the door for me? c:"
"AHGAHSFSAHSSGJKDA WHAT, HANNAH? WHAT?"
"I am going to spend the New Year with you, bah! Open the door?"
"S-sure, but... I didn't know you where coming... I'm on underwear, and such..."
"Nah, it's okay." > she says this a lot <3


Then I just had to wait for her in my apartment's door, covering myself with a blanket (epic scene). When the elevator's door opened, I just glomped her. Ah, I missed this feeling so much. See, I miss the touch contact.

Weird (and funny thing) is that one of her friends came with her; I thought it was because she couldn't travel alone? Not sure, but I like him somehow, even not knowing the guy. He just sat at the sofa with her and they began talking with my family like they knew them already, LOL. But it was my old family members, before my dad got divorced. These were my best New Year's family reunions.

After this, an important procedure: freaking out with Rikki at MSN yelling with Caps Lock at him. My demonstration of happiness is something that Master Card won't buy XD

I was still covering myself with the blanket, by the way. For some reason, she ended up in the kitchen to get a fork and a knife, and I was behind her. I'm a shameless person, I assume; my kitchen's lighting is weak because it needs two lamps and one is missing. I took advantage on this because I felt the urge to. She just pulled me laughing with a "not here", but she kissed me anyway. In a "real dream" like that you can see why I feel so happy.

Well, after this, she seemed a bit sick. I understand that, whenever I travel, I get this sick feeling, I feel weak and such. So I asked if she wanted to lay down for a moment, hoping she would feel better. She did so, and I stood by her side, messing with her hair because I am annoying.

Then, it was New Year's toast time. Everyone hugging each other, toasting, cheering, and all. I really enjoyed this when I had my "real" family. The last thing I remember of doing was hugging her having a glass of whine without alcohol in my right hand. We always bought those "no alcohol drinks", I don't enjoy alcohol. Ah, btw, I finally put pants on, my pajamas pants.

AND THEN. I woke up. Euphoric as I really had lived it. I feel pretty euphoric right now. Ha~ I really feel frustrated for not being able to remember many good dreams, but I am glad I could remember this one. After all, everything I wanted to do yesterday was like this. Ah, if someone had already invented teleportation.

I would use it, really!